Control

I have to gain back control of my life somehow.
It’s getting more and more pathetic.
I myself am becoming more and more pathetic.

I have to regain that power.
I need to feel on top again (this line is not meant to be dirty, huh?).

I need to feel that rush of excitement again.
Of being in the center of things.
Of being in control.

My life can’t just be this.
I am worth more than this.
I deserve more.
I have the right to yearn for more.

I have to act now.
Fast.

It’s time to move on.
And never look back.

Game on!