I have to lose 10 lbs. by December 24! This is a goal I set for myself immediately after Bea's 1st birthday. Even if I haven't seen my photos, I knew my face is more mamonish than ever, could easily beat the size of Judy Ann Santos' face during her Mara Clara days. I never felt more fat. I don't know why really since I still fit in all the clothes I've been wearing post-partum months but I just never felt more fat. I became more conscious of my fatty thighs, my almost double chin, my fatso arms. I started longing more and more for my old body. I began looking forward to the day when I could again fit myself to size 0 or size XS. I wanted people to tell me "Pumayat ka ha!" the first time they see me after a long time and not "Oh my gosh! You so are a mommy na talaga!" (which we know is just a polite way of saying, you're fat na!). Haaaay...I just want to feel sexy again and wear my old clothes! Hence, my lose-10-lbs-by-Dec.-24 program! I shall achieve this come what may.
DISCLAIMER: Don't think Bea you also have to be a prisoner of diet when you're older. Consider my case at present an exception. I am just really fat now, 20 lbs heavier than normal, so I really have to lose them fast! And think, if I am sexier, I would be able to carry you around with ease because I don't have to carry much of my excess weight around also. Wouldn't that be great?
3 comments:
Fat or anorexic beauty, you'll always be beautiful inside and out.
Besides, what can be more sexy than being a fabulous mom with a fabulous daughter =)
awww...you're such a friend marcie! thank you, thank you for the kind words! mwah!
Love, maganda ka pa din no matter what ;)
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